00 :00 :01 Intimacy is a four-syllable word for 00 :00 :04 "here are my heart and soul. 00 :00 :07 Please grind them into hamburger 00 :00 :09 and enjoy." 00 :00 :11 It's both desired and feared, 00 :00 :15 difficult to live with... 00 :00 :16 Uh, excuse me! 00 :00 :18 Excuse me! 00 :00 :19 ...and impossible to live without. 00 :00 :25 Is that my toothbrush?! 00 :00 :39 Intimacy also comes attached to life's three R's -- 00 :00 :44 relatives, romance, and roommates. 00 :00 :50 - Coffee? - There are some things you can't escape. 00 :00 :54 And other things you just don't want to know. 00 :00 :58 Hello, Kitty. 00 :01 :04 You don't understand. Me gonads, you ovaries. 00 :01 :07 Oh, that reminds me. 00 :01 :09 We are out of tampons. 00 :01 :10 You're parading through the bathroom in your underwear when I'm naked in the shower. 00 :01 :14 Can you add it to your list, please? 00 :01 :15 - What?! - Tampons! 00 :01 :16 It's to the list. It's your turn. 00 :01 :18 I am a man! 00 :01 :20 I don't buy girl products! 00 :01 :22 I don't want you walking in while I'm in the shower, 00 :01 :25 and I don't want to see you in your underwear. 00 :01 :27 It doesn't bother me, okay? 00 :01 :28 Look at me in my underwear, George. 00 :01 :30 Take your time. It's no big deal. 00 :01 :34 You are the first person they see in the morning. 00 :01 :37 You say please. You say thank you. 00 :01 :39 You apologize for waking them up. 00 :01 :42 You make them feel good about you. 00 :01 :44 Why is that important? 00 :01 :46 'Cause then they'll talk to you and tell you what's wrong. 00 :01 :48 Why is that important? 00 :01 :50 Because then you can tell your attending what they need to know during rounds. 00 :01 :54 And why is that important? 00 :01 :56 Because if you make your resident look bad, 00 :01 :59 she'll torture you until you beg for your mama. 00 :02 :02 Now get out there. I want pre-rounds done by 5:30 A.M. 00 :02 :07 Morning, Dr. Model. 00 :02 :09 Dr. Evil Spawn. 00 :02 :10 Ooh, nice tat. 00 :02 :12 They airbrush that out for the catalogs? 00 :02 :14 I don't know. 00 :02 :16 What do they do for the 6-6-6 on your skull? 00 :02 :18 I'd better get good patients today. 00 :02 :20 Yesterday I had two guys with colostomies who needed dressing changes every 15 minutes. 00 :02 :25 I'm gonna be in surgery. 00 :02 :26 Today's my day. 00 :02 :27 On what? 00 :02 :28 Like I'd tell you. 00 :02 :29 What do you know? 00 :02 :30 I know that I was here at 4:00, and you didn't get here till 4:30. 00 :02 :33 Tell me. 00 :02 :34 No. 00 :02 :36 I'm not the intern who's screwing an attending. 00 :02 :41 I am not screw-- 00 :02 :44 You're here early. 00 :02 :45 I have chordotomy at 5:00. I'll be out at 6:00. 00 :02 :47 I thought I might buy you breakfast before your rounds. 00 :02 :49 I've already eaten. 00 :02 :50 What did you have? 00 :02 :50 None of your business. 00 :02 :51 You a cereal person? 00 :02 :53 Straight out of the box? Or are you all fruit and fibery? 00 :02 :55 Pancakes? Do you like pancakes. 00 :02 :57 Fine, leftover grilled cheese. 00 :02 :59 - Curiosity satisfied? - That's sad. It's pathetic. 00 :03 :02 A good day starts with a good breakfast. 00 :03 :04 Look, I'm not being seen with you in this hospital. 00 :03 :06 Learn it, live it. It's unprofessional. 00 :03 :08 Think of it as an attending getting to know one of his interns. 00 :03 :10 - He slept with the intern. - Barely knew her. 00 :03 :12 - And its just stay that way. - You want me to be professional? 00 :03 :15 - I'll be professional. - That's what I want. 00 :03 :17 Then that's what you get. 00 :03 :18 You're gonna be late for your chordotomy. 00 :03 :21 Nice talking to you, Dr. Grey. 00 :03 :26 Anyone seen the floor chart on the new admission? 00 :03 :33 You always come in like that, bang the light on? 00 :03 :36 You're Elizabeth Fallon? 00 :03 :38 What does my chart say? 00 :03 :40 It says you used to be a nurse here. 00 :03 :42 A scrub nurse. 00 :03 :44 And that you have abdominal mass consistent with pancreatic cancer. 00 :03 :47 Oh, and you are hoping they're gonna give me a whipple... 00 :03 :52 pancreatic duodectomy. 00 :03 :55 This hospital sees those one maybe once every six months. 00 :04 :02 That's why you got here at 4:30, huh? 00 :04 :05 4:00. 00 :04 :06 Grab my chart before anybody else could see it. 00 :04 :09 Impress Dr. Burke with your pre-round exam 00 :04 :13 so you'd be the logical intern for him to ask to scrub in. 00 :04 :17 I know all the tricks, doctor. 00 :04 :20 Yang -- Cristina Yang. 00 :04 :23 I'll call you Cristina. 00 :04 :26 You call me nurse Fallon. 00 :04 :29 Mr. Humphrey? 00 :04 :32 Mr. Humphrey, I'm sorry to wake you. 00 :04 :35 Come on. 00 :04 :38 What time is it? 00 :04 :39 10 after 5:00. 00 :04 :41 I'm sorry. I just need to do a brief exam. 00 :04 :43 If you could sit up for one moment. 00 :04 :50 Thanks. 00 :04 :52 This might be a little bit cold, so just take a deep breath. 00 :04 :55 If you could just take a deep breath. 00 :04 :57 You're not a doctor. 00 :04 :58 I'm Dr. Stevens, but you can call me Izzie. 00 :05 :00 I'll be helping Dr. Bailey with your biopsy this morning. 00 :05 :02 No, I don't think so, no. 00 :05 :04 Mr. Humphrey, this will just take a moment. 00 :05 :05 No, get me Dr. Bailey or Dr. Victor. 00 :05 :08 - I just need to do a brief -- - You don't need to do anything. 00 :05 :11 Is this you? 00 :05 :13 Huh? 00 :05 :15 Is this you? 00 :05 :18 It is, isn't it? 00 :05 :19 You know, get out of my room. 00 :05 :20 - Mr. Humphrey -- - Get out of my room. 00 :05 :28 There need to be some rules. 00 :05 :30 So, what, we can walk around in our underwear on alternate tuesdays 00 :05 :34 or you could see bras but not panties? 00 :05 :37 Or are you talking amish rules? 00 :05 :39 Because if you think you're gonna get Izzie to cover herself -- 00 :05 :41 The amount of flesh exposed is not the point. 00 :05 :44 You have to do something. It's your house. 00 :05 :46 - It's my mother's house. - Meredith... 00 :05 :50 Do you like Izzie? Is that what this is about? Do you have a crush on Izzie? 00 :05 :53 No. Izzie? No. I don't like Izzie. 00 :05 :56 Izzie -- no. I -- she's not the one I'm attracted to. 00 :05 :59 Not the one. So there's a one. 00 :06 :00 This is not -- 00 :06 :02 Look, there just have to be some rules. 00 :06 :04 O'Malley, Grey, get Karev and head down to trauma. 00 :06 :07 Shepherd needs you. 00 :06 :08 Shepherd's in surgery. 00 :06 :09 He got pulled before he could start. 00 :06 :22 Those look like -- 00 :06 :24 Nails. 00 :06 :58 I can't see my hands. 00 :06 :59 Oh, my god. He's conscious. 00 :07 :01 Breathe deeply, George. You won't pass out. 00 :07 :03 Use 4 milligrams of morphine. Titrate up to 10. 00 :07 :06 You know what? I don't want him to move. 00 :07 :08 - I can't see. - It's okay. 00 :07 :09 We need you to be very still, Mr... 00 :07 :11 Cruz -- Jorge Cruz. 00 :07 :13 He tripped and fell down a flight of stairs holding a nail gun. 00 :07 :15 Somehow he managed to miss a blood vessel. 00 :07 :18 Optic nerve's been affected. Can you feel this? 00 :07 :21 Numbness on his right side. 00 :07 :22 What's our immediate concern? 00 :07 :24 Infection. 00 :07 :24 Right. I'm gonna be pulling these nails out in the next half-hour. I need a C.T. 00 :07 :28 C.T.s are down. 00 :07 :29 - What? - They exchanged them out last night. 00 :07 :31 Computer's crashed -- have them back back up by 1:00. 00 :07 :33 Typical. What are the options? 00 :07 :34 - An M.R.I. - No brilliant. 00 :07 :36 The man's got nails in his head. Let's put him in a giant magnet. 00 :07 :38 You want films from three axis points and a c-arm in surgery. 00 :07 :41 Excellent. Dig up research and find out if this has ever happened before. 00 :07 :44 My wife. 00 :07 :45 My wife, my wife. 00 :07 :46 You wife is on the way, Mr. Cruz. 00 :07 :48 Stay with him, keep him calm, and look for changes. 00 :07 :53 I can't see. 00 :07 :55 55-year-old woman with adenocarcinoma of the pancreas. 00 :07 :58 Has had radiation therapy to reduce the tumor load. 00 :08 :00 Rates her abdominal pain 3 out of 10. 00 :08 :03 Positive nausea, but no vomiting. 00 :08 :05 Diarrhea, hematochezia, melena, 00 :08 :08 afebrile with t-max 37-2 and stable vital signs. 00 :08 :11 Lab significant for a total ability of 7 00 :08 :13 and elevated liver enzymes. 00 :08 :15 Thank you, Dr. Yang. 00 :08 :17 Aggressive little witch, isn't she? 00 :08 :20 She stole my chart during pre-rounds 00 :08 :22 so she could scrub in on my surgery. 00 :08 :24 She's hoping for a whipple. 00 :08 :26 Well, actually, Liz, I was gonna give you to Meredith Grey. 00 :08 :30 Ellis' daughter? 00 :08 :31 Yes, she's an intern this year. 00 :08 :33 Thought you'd have something to talk about. 00 :08 :35 Oh, I doubt that. 00 :08 :37 I was Ellis' scrub nurse for 18 years, 00 :08 :41 practically lived with that woman. I didn't meet that daughter once. 00 :08 :46 Well, anyway, Shepherd has her on the guy with the nails in his head. 00 :08 :49 There's a guy with nails in his head? 00 :08 :51 Seven of them. 00 :08 :52 Shot himself in the head with a nail gun. 00 :08 :54 Nail nails? 00 :08 :56 16 pennies, 3 1/2 inches long. 00 :08 :58 And he's still alive? 00 :09 :00 Fully conscious. 00 :09 :01 Should be a pretty interesting surgery. 00 :09 :03 But I guess you've got the whipple. 00 :09 :08 I'm gonna need a full blood work-up and abdominal C.T. 00 :09 :12 C.T.s are down this morning. 00 :09 :13 Then an M.R.I. She needs an enema, 00 :09 :16 an ERCP for a stent, and brush biopsy this afternoon. 00 :09 :20 Take care of her. 00 :09 :21 Liz is an institution around here. 00 :09 :25 Good call, doctor. 00 :09 :27 Grey's got the human 2x4, 00 :09 :29 and you have the institution in need of an enema. 00 :09 :36 You'd say your health's been good recently? 00 :09 :39 Maybe some headaches. 00 :09 :41 Nothing compared to now. 00 :09 :43 Sona -- that's my wife. 00 :09 :46 Sona -- she'll say, 00 :09 :47 "why you think they call it a gun, moron?" 00 :09 :51 She hates the damn things. 00 :09 :52 With good reason. 00 :09 :57 Baby? 00 :09 :59 Sona. 00 :10 :03 You are in so much trouble. 00 :10 :09 Get a history from her before you scrub in. 00 :10 :11 Okay. 00 :10 :12 Thank you. 00 :10 :16 23. 00 :10 :18 People have been accidently shot in the head with nails 23 times. 00 :10 :21 One was attempted suicide -- doesn't count. 00 :10 :24 Oh, so he pointed a nail gun at his head on purpose? 00 :10 :27 That makes me feel better. 00 :10 :29 So, uh... 00 :10 :30 Grey and Stevens really walk around in their underwear? 00 :10 :36 Not all the time. I mean, some of the time, you know. 00 :10 :39 But not all the time. 00 :10 :42 Sexy underwear? 00 :10 :45 Yeah. I mean... 00 :10 :48 And they just, uh, let you look at them? 00 :10 :53 Well, uh... 00 :10 :54 yeah. 00 :10 :56 Like sisters. 00 :10 :57 No, well, not like sisters. 00 :11 :00 I don't think of them as sisters. 00 :11 :03 But they're not coming on to you. 00 :11 :05 Not exactly. 00 :11 :06 They don't expect you to do anything. 00 :11 :09 No... 00 :11 :11 But... 00 :11 :12 Like sisters. 00 :11 :14 Just like sisters. 00 :11 :25 Is he prepped? 00 :11 :28 I think they're doing it right now. 00 :11 :30 You think? 00 :11 :31 He's having a prostate biopsy. 00 :11 :33 Trust me. If you'd been in there, you'd know. 00 :11 :40 Okay, Mr. Humphrey. We're gonna get started. 00 :11 :47 Get her out of here. 00 :11 :49 I want her out of here! Just get her out of here! 00 :11 :51 Go! Now! Just you go! Now! 00 :11 :56 Hey, relax! Relax, Mr. Humphrey. 00 :12 :01 Will he be able to see again? 00 :12 :03 We won't know until the nails come out. 00 :12 :06 Did he tell you he takes photos? 00 :12 :09 Beautiful photos. 00 :12 :10 It's his hobby. 00 :12 :12 I just got him a new digital camera, and now he can't stop, you know? 00 :12 :16 He always has it out -- always taking pictures of me. 00 :12 :19 Jorge said he's been having headaches. 00 :12 :22 Can you tell me about them? Have they been recent? 00 :12 :27 I'm not sure. Maybe the last couple of months. 00 :12 :30 Have you seen him experience any dizziness or disorientation? 00 :12 :38 Yes, yes, I have. 00 :12 :42 Okay. 00 :12 :47 You want to tell me what that was all about? 00 :12 :51 Nothing. 00 :12 :52 He's probably just crazy or something. 00 :13 :02 - Bethany Whisper. - What? 00 :13 :04 Bethany Whisper. 00 :13 :06 I did a new Bethany Whisper lingerie ad. He saw it in a magazine. 00 :13 :09 - You got time to pose for magazines? - No, the shoot was last year. 00 :13 :11 It just came out. 00 :13 :12 - So because he saw you in a thong... - No, it wasn't a thong. 00 :13 :15 ...you're hiding out in the hallway. 00 :13 :17 It might be easier if you assign another intern. 00 :13 :19 Easy is not in your job description. 00 :13 :21 You are a doctor. He is a patient. 00 :13 :23 He's your patient. Biopsy these. 00 :13 :25 If they come back positive, I expect to see you in surgery. 00 :13 :30 Hey, you're on this. You understand me? 00 :13 :42 Vertiginous or light-headedness? 00 :13 :44 Light-headed. Sometimes he'd have to brace himself to get out of bed. 00 :13 :47 Could be a million things -- simple orthostasis. 00 :13 :50 What? 00 :13 :51 What made him fall downstairs with a nail gun? 00 :13 :53 He said he tripped. 00 :13 :54 Just because you hear hoofbeats, don't assume zebras. 00 :13 :56 Something caused him to lose consciousness and fall down the stairs. 00 :13 :59 He could have a tumor. 00 :14 :01 Look, I have no idea why this guy's still alive let alone moving and talking. 00 :14 :05 Not a clue. 00 :14 :07 Let's just get him through this before we start digging around for something else. 00 :14 :12 Shepherd. 00 :14 :13 23 cases? 00 :14 :15 One was attempted suicide. 00 :14 :16 That doesn't count. Talk to me about procedure. 00 :14 :18 Biggest problems were bleeding and infection. 00 :14 :20 But the odds improved the shorter surgery times. 00 :14 :22 Bottom line was get them out quickly and watch for bleeding. 00 :14 :25 I got it. Other words, I'm on my own. 00 :14 :36 You coming? 00 :14 :38 Dude, I don't need an escort. 00 :14 :41 Go. 00 :14 :42 Go ahead. 00 :14 :46 Well, well, well. 00 :14 :50 Dr. Bethany Whisper. 00 :14 :52 That's so nice. 00 :15 :08 She had this thing for red when we met. 00 :15 :12 Red car, red dresses, red hats. 00 :15 :16 Personally, I hated the color. 00 :15 :18 Too obvious, you know? 00 :15 :20 But a couple years ago, 00 :15 :24 I took her up to the mountains. 00 :15 :27 She was in a red dress, 00 :15 :29 and there was this field of red... 00 :15 :33 poppies, I think. 00 :15 :35 And she jumped out of the car 00 :15 :37 and ran into them 00 :15 :40 and started laughing -- 00 :15 :42 laughing at all the red. 00 :15 :50 The good news is it hasn't spread from his prostate to his lymph nodes. 00 :15 :55 With a radical prostatectomy, we could probably get it all. 00 :15 :59 Good prognosis. 00 :16 :00 Spare some nerves? Give him a chance at a normal sex life? 00 :16 :04 Young puppies like to take chances with cancer. 00 :16 :07 Old dogs like me, we do what works. 00 :16 :10 Yes, sir, of course. 00 :16 :12 We on the schedule tomorrow? 00 :16 :13 10:00 A.M. 00 :16 :14 Good. Maybe I can squeeze in a round. 00 :16 :17 An ass who deals in asses. 00 :16 :21 We call him Limp Harry. 00 :16 :22 He never spares the nerves. 00 :16 :29 As you can see, the patient has shot seven nails directly into the skull 00 :16 :34 without doing significant damage other than the optic nerve, 00 :16 :39 and we may be able to save that. 00 :16 :42 The idea is to remove the nails at exactly the angle they entered. 00 :16 :47 Any wiggle, and we risk doing more damage than when they went in. 00 :16 :53 Where are they? 00 :16 :54 Move over. 00 :16 :56 They're just pulling them out. 00 :16 :57 Hey, I heard you got a whipple. 00 :16 :59 A maybe whipple. Burke is running my butt off. 00 :17 :02 Oh, man. Look at those films! 00 :17 :05 It's hell-raiser. 00 :17 :18 - Gel foam. - Here you go. 00 :17 :22 There goes the third grade. 00 :17 :25 Dr. Yang... 00 :17 :29 Did you put in the blood work? 00 :17 :31 Oh, right before I got here. 00 :17 :33 Hmm. Take her to radiology for the M.R.I. Beep me when you're done. 00 :17 :41 You want the whipple, right? 00 :17 :45 Yeah. 00 :17 :50 - Hey. - Hey. 00 :17 :52 Here. My share of the grocery money. 00 :17 :55 - When are you going? - Tonight. 00 :17 :57 - Okay, seriously, George. Please don't -- - Yeah, could we not talk about it here? 00 :18 :00 What -- tampons? 00 :18 :04 Did you not hear a word I said? 00 :18 :07 You're a man. We know. 00 :18 :12 Talk about shrinking the salamander. 00 :18 :21 I always divided surgeons into two categories -- 00 :18 :26 those that remember the names of their patients and those who didn't. 00 :18 :30 They all remember their surgeries, of course. 00 :18 :33 Every damn suture. 00 :18 :35 But the good ones remember the names, right? 00 :18 :37 I didn't say that. 00 :18 :39 Now, some of the best ones, you know, distance themselves on purpose. 00 :18 :44 They believe that the personal stuff clouds the medicine. 00 :18 :49 - Hi, Liz. - Hey. 00 :18 :51 But? 00 :18 :52 I'm waiting for the but. I'm sure there's a big, fat qualifier coming. 00 :18 :56 - Hey, Liz. - Hey! 00 :18 :58 - Looking good. - Oh, you liar. 00 :19 :01 - How you doing, honey? - Oh, fabulous. 00 :19 :03 Just fabulous. 00 :19 :06 - Hey, Liz. - Hey. 00 :19 :08 Hey, Liz. 00 :19 :10 Bleeding? 00 :19 :11 It's clean. 00 :19 :12 All right. Way to go, team. 00 :19 :14 Good job, everybody. Thank you. 00 :19 :17 I don't think we made it worse. 00 :19 :19 The big question is the optic nerve. 00 :19 :22 We'll know in the morning. 00 :19 :24 Should I order the M.R.I.? 00 :19 :26 He needs to stabilize. 00 :19 :27 We'll do it tomorrow. 00 :19 :34 Is it over? 00 :19 :35 - Hey, is it over? - Yeah, it's over. 00 :19 :47 Hey, does Burke have a whipple scheduled? 00 :19 :53 Dr. Burke, I wanted to know if you've seen nurse Fallon's labs. 00 :19 :55 I have. 00 :19 :56 They're getting worse. 00 :19 :57 The stent doesn't seem to be helping her jaundice. 00 :19 :59 No. 00 :20 :00 Should we be doing something? 00 :20 :01 We are. 00 :20 :02 Oh, I noticed you didn't have the whipple on the board. Do you want me to schedule it for you? 00 :20 :06 I want to see the results of her biopsy and have a look at her overnight labs. 00 :20 :11 Overnight? 00 :20 :12 You're on call, right? 00 :20 :14 Um... sure, yeah. 00 :20 :17 Well, good. Stick with her. 00 :20 :19 You're doing the surgery, right? You're still doing the whipple? 00 :20 :22 The woman has pancreatic cancer, Dr. Yang. 00 :20 :25 We're gonna do something. 00 :20 :26 Okay. 00 :20 :28 Okay. 00 :20 :30 Kiss the baby for me. 00 :20 :32 - Well, get some sleep, Liz. - Okay. 00 :20 :34 - Good night. - See you later, hon. 00 :20 :37 Bye-bye, Liz. 00 :20 :38 Bye-bye. Take care. 00 :20 :45 You were her scrub nurse. 00 :20 :47 Liz Fallon. Come in. 00 :20 :50 Meredith Grey. 00 :20 :52 She wanted me to send her regards. 00 :20 :54 That doesn't sound like her. 00 :20 :56 Excuse me? 00 :20 :57 Well, the Ellis Grey I know 00 :20 :59 didn't have regards for anyone except Ellis Grey. 00 :21 :03 But you know that already, don't you? 00 :21 :06 Where is she now? 00 :21 :09 Traveling. 00 :21 :10 - Traveling? - Yeah. 00 :21 :15 Is she practicing? 00 :21 :17 Not so much. 00 :21 :18 Oh. Doesn't sound like her, either. She was all work, just like me. 00 :21 :25 She never left the hospital. 00 :21 :27 But you know that, too, don't you? 00 :21 :31 Is she well? 00 :21 :32 She's fine. 00 :21 :35 Good. 00 :21 :37 Just wanted to send her regards. 00 :21 :39 - Take care. - Yeah. 00 :21 :50 I think these were taken at the old house. 00 :21 :55 There's you in your scrubs. 00 :22 :00 Who is that? 00 :22 :02 That's dad. 00 :22 :04 Who? 00 :22 :05 Your husband. 00 :22 :07 Thatcher Grey. 00 :22 :09 You called him Thatch. 00 :22 :11 Thatch. 00 :22 :14 That's the red wagon he got me for my birthday. 00 :22 :17 I'm about 4 years old in this photo. 00 :22 :21 This is your family. 00 :22 :24 Sure, sure. 00 :22 :33 I saw Liz Fallon at the hospital today. 00 :22 :36 Liz. 00 :22 :37 I love her. 00 :22 :39 How is she? 00 :22 :41 Is she still a scrub nurse? 00 :22 :44 She was excellent. 00 :22 :49 I reminded you before you went. 00 :22 :51 I forgot when I got there. 00 :22 :52 No, no. 00 :22 :53 You are so passive-aggressive. 00 :22 :55 Naked. 00 :22 :56 I am naked in the shower. 00 :22 :58 They're just tampons, George. 00 :23 :00 I really needed tampons. 00 :23 :02 God! 00 :23 :03 I'm not riding in the same car with him. 00 :23 :05 Unless you're going like that, you're not riding with me. 00 :23 :07 Where are the tampons? 00 :23 :08 He didn't buy them. 00 :23 :09 You didn't buy them? 00 :23 :11 Men don't buy tampons. 00 :23 :13 You are gonna have to get over the man thing, George. 00 :23 :15 We're women! We have vaginas! 00 :23 :18 Get used to it. 00 :23 :21 I am not your sister! 00 :23 :28 Grilled cheese again? 00 :23 :29 Cold pizza. 00 :23 :32 Is he awake? 00 :23 :33 Even better. 00 :23 :34 Really? 00 :23 :35 Let's see what his nurse says. 00 :23 :39 Hi, Sona, Jorge. How are you this morning? 00 :23 :41 Tell them what color my dress is, Jorge. 00 :23 :44 I'd know the answer to that even if I couldn't see. 00 :23 :56 I'm taking the elevator. You take the stairs. 00 :23 :59 - I was going to, anyway. - Good. 00 :24 :01 Hold it. 00 :24 :03 Thank you. 00 :24 :09 What? 00 :24 :19 You don't wake a patient like that. 00 :24 :23 What do I have to do to get through to you? 00 :24 :25 Cut me some slack. I was on call last night. I didn't get much sleep. 00 :24 :29 Oh, stop whining. 00 :24 :31 You'd rather be here, and you know it. 00 :24 :35 What you got waiting for you at home -- boyfriend? 00 :24 :39 No. 00 :24 :41 A girlfriend? 00 :24 :43 No. 00 :24 :44 A pet? Family? 00 :24 :50 A bed. 00 :24 :51 We got plenty of beds here. 00 :24 :54 I don't feel sorry for you. 00 :24 :56 This is who we are. This is our lives. 00 :25 :00 You tell her, Dr. Burke. 00 :25 :11 Can I talk to you? 00 :25 :13 Hey, come on, come on, come on! 00 :25 :15 - Let's go. - What's going on? 00 :25 :19 Excuse me. What's going on? 00 :25 :22 George, stop. 00 :25 :33 We have Bethany Whisper in our locker room. 00 :25 :36 Oh, boy, I guess they do airbrush out the tattoo, don't they? 00 :25 :49 You want to see it? 00 :25 :51 You really want to see it? 00 :25 :53 Fine. 00 :25 :54 Let's look at that tattoo up close and personal, shall we?! 00 :25 :57 And what are these? Oh, my god! Breasts! 00 :26 :00 How does anybody practice medicine hauling these things around?! 00 :26 :04 And what do we got back here? 00 :26 :06 Let's see if I remember my anatomy. 00 :26 :09 Glutes, right? 00 :26 :11 Let's study them, shall we? 00 :26 :13 Gather around and check out the booty that put Izzie Stevens through med school. 00 :26 :19 Have you had enough or should I continue? 00 :26 :20 Because I have a few more very interesting tattoos. 00 :26 :26 You want to call me Dr. Model? 00 :26 :29 That's fine. 00 :26 :31 Just remember that while you're sitting on 200 grand of student loans... 00 :26 :36 I'm out of debt. 00 :26 :40 I'll take them down. 00 :26 :41 Don't bother. 00 :26 :45 Go! 00 :26 :51 Can you tell me what you had for breakfast on monday? 00 :26 :53 Cheese omelet... 00 :26 :55 and on sunday... 00 :26 :58 and on saturday... 00 :27 :00 and on friday. 00 :27 :02 Sona gets up every morning and makes me a cheese omelet. 00 :27 :06 It's the only thing he likes. 00 :27 :08 It's the only thing you know how to cook. 00 :27 :11 Okay, well, things look good. 00 :27 :13 But I need Jorge to get an M.R.I. this morning to check for residual bleeding. 00 :27 :17 Okay? 00 :27 :28 This is who I was. It has nothing to do with who I am now. 00 :27 :32 I'm a physician, a surgeon. 00 :27 :34 And I am just as qualified as any other intern on this floor. 00 :27 :39 So you're just gonna have to get over your chauvinist crap 00 :27 :41 and allow me to do my job. 00 :27 :47 I'm sure you're a very good doctor. 00 :27 :50 Then what is your problem? 00 :27 :53 Look... 00 :27 :57 I fantasized about you, 00 :28 :01 about the woman in this photo, whoever she is. 00 :28 :05 I'm not proud of it, 00 :28 :07 but it's a fact. 00 :28 :15 Do you know what they're gonna do to me today? 00 :28 :19 I have cancer. 00 :28 :22 And they're gonna lift up my legs and expose me to the world 00 :28 :25 and cut out my prostate and my nerves -- 00 :28 :29 effectively neuter me. 00 :28 :34 So is it so hard to understand 00 :28 :36 that I don't want the woman who's in that photo to witness... 00 :28 :43 my emasculation? 00 :28 :53 Have you seen her overnight labs? 00 :28 :55 I have. 00 :28 :55 Did you check her liver panel? 00 :28 :57 - They're not good. - No, they suck. 00 :28 :58 She's choking on bile. She's jaundiced. 00 :29 :00 A very sick woman. 00 :29 :02 Why haven't you scheduled the whipple? 00 :29 :04 Well, are you a surgeon now? 00 :29 :06 I'm her cruise director, pushing her around all day. 00 :29 :09 The woman is circling the drain. We need to do something. 00 :29 :13 - I'll take a look at her biopsy. - Screw the biopsy. 00 :29 :15 - Dr. Yang -- - Enough. 00 :29 :17 You know -- you know, I-I -- you know what I think? 00 :29 :19 I think you never intended to do the whipple. 00 :29 :21 I think this entire thing has been bull, 00 :29 :23 and you're behaving like the only reason she's in this hospital is to die. 00 :29 :49 There. That's a tumor. 00 :29 :52 It's midline near the hypothalamus. 00 :29 :57 Damn. 00 :30 :02 Best practice, probably to remove the tumor, "probably" because I can't get it all -- 00 :30 :07 99% but not all of it. 00 :30 :11 Radiation and chemo, you're looking at maybe 5 to 10 good years. 00 :30 :17 Let's do it. 00 :30 :20 You haven't heard the downside. 00 :30 :21 See, the tumor is located in a part of your brain 00 :30 :24 where your memory and your personality resides. 00 :30 :27 And because of the fuzzy edges of this type of tumor, 00 :30 :30 I have to cut out a lot. 00 :30 :33 Jorge, you stand a good chance of losing your memories, 00 :30 :37 of losing who you are. 00 :30 :40 Is there any other way? 00 :30 :42 The alternative is a gamma or cyberknife treatment with focus radiation. 00 :30 :45 It's less evasive. There's little chance of memory loss 00 :30 :48 or him losing himself, but it would only give Jorge maybe three to five years. 00 :30 :52 Three to five years? 00 :30 :59 This is an incredibly difficult decision. 00 :31 :03 If you have any more questions or you need to talk to me, I'm here, okay? 00 :31 :25 Hey. 00 :31 :27 I told my mother about you. 00 :31 :29 She remembers you very well. 00 :31 :31 Of course she would. 00 :31 :34 Ellis Grey never forgot a thing. 00 :31 :52 I'm sorry. 00 :31 :53 It's not really funny. 00 :31 :55 It's not funny, but... 00 :31 :57 What's her diagnosis? 00 :32 :02 Alzheimer's... 00 :32 :04 Early onset. 00 :32 :09 And she doesn't want anyone to know. 00 :32 :12 No. 00 :32 :14 She's in a nursing home, and... 00 :32 :17 I'm the only person she'll allow to see her. 00 :32 :22 But if I know Ellis Grey, she made the nursing home sign a contract to that effect. 00 :32 :29 You know my mother well. 00 :32 :32 What a bitch. 00 :32 :39 The woman's life was this hospital. 00 :32 :41 It was her home. It's a sweet thing for them to do. 00 :32 :44 It's a waste of a bed, and it's a waste of my time. 00 :32 :47 Who are we talking about? 00 :32 :49 Miss Fallon. They brought her here to die. 00 :32 :51 Wouldn't you want them to do the same thing for you? 00 :32 :53 No, I'd want the doctors to do everything they could. 00 :32 :56 I want them to cut me open until the minute I die. 00 :32 :58 Sometimes doing everything can be worse than doing nothing. 00 :33 :04 You are 8 feet tall. 00 :33 :06 Your boobs are perfect. 00 :33 :08 Your hair is down to there. 00 :33 :10 If I were you, I would walk around naked all the time. 00 :33 :14 I wouldn't -- I wouldn't have a job. 00 :33 :16 I wouldn't have skills. I wouldn't even know how to read. 00 :33 :18 I'd just be... 00 :33 :20 naked. 00 :33 :23 It's makeup. 00 :33 :24 It's retouching. 00 :33 :26 You get that we hate you, right? 00 :33 :31 Bailey again. 00 :33 :33 You know what? Any patient who spanks to his doctor's pictures forfeits his rights. 00 :33 :37 You're seriously not gonna give up the prostatectomy, are you? 00 :33 :40 Izzie? 00 :33 :43 Oh, forget it. 00 :33 :44 You know, sometimes it is actually, you know, painful to be around you. 00 :33 :53 Where the hell have you been? 00 :33 :55 When I page, you answer. It's not that difficult to understand. 00 :33 :58 O'Malley answered his page. He's doing your prep. 00 :34 :09 If I hear the words Bethany Whisper one more time -- 00 :34 :12 I can't, okay? 00 :34 :13 I just... can't. 00 :34 :16 He doesn't want me in there. 00 :34 :18 No, what he wants is to not have cancer. 00 :34 :20 What he wants is to be saved. 00 :34 :22 You want to stay in the scrub room, that's your choice. 00 :34 :28 All right. I'll do my best. 00 :34 :34 Jorge and Sona want the surgery. 00 :34 :36 They want you to cut it out? 00 :34 :39 It's their decision. 00 :34 :56 They were never gonna operate. 00 :34 :59 You could have told me. 00 :35 :01 What fun would that have been? 00 :35 :06 Think of it as a hazing ritual. 00 :35 :11 Welcome... 00 :35 :13 Liz, don't talk. Don't talk. 00 :35 :24 Liz? Liz, stay... Liz, stay with me. 00 :35 :29 Stay with me, Liz. 00 :35 :57 Sona? 00 :36 :01 Let's go. 00 :36 :02 Right -- right down. 00 :36 :04 Pick up the bagger. 00 :36 :05 Push epi and atropine. You got it. 00 :36 :07 Somebody page Burke. 00 :36 :08 - I'll start ventilation. - Start that line. 00 :36 :11 She's DNR. 00 :36 :12 - One, two -- - She's DNR. Do not resuscitate! 00 :36 :15 - Dr. Yang! - Come on, people! 00 :36 :17 Push another epi! Come on! 00 :36 :19 You need to consider what you'll lose. 00 :36 :21 What good is five years if he doesn't joke about your omelets 00 :36 :25 and he can't remember seeing you in that red dress? 00 :36 :27 It's still five more years. 00 :36 :29 You don't understand. 00 :36 :30 He'll be there, but he won't be Jorge. 00 :36 :32 - He won't even recognize you. - This is our business. 00 :36 :36 You have no idea what this will do to you. 00 :36 :38 Isn't 5 good years better than 10 bad ones? 00 :36 :42 Meredith, what the hell are you doing? 00 :36 :43 She needs to understand. 00 :36 :45 I do understand. 00 :36 :47 You think that I'm being selfish, that I don't want to give him up. 00 :36 :50 - I don't. - This is Jorge's decision. 00 :36 :53 And if that means 10 bad years for me, fine. 00 :36 :55 I'll give him those years because I will give him whatever he wants. 00 :36 :58 Look, I am so sorry, Sona. Just please forgive her. 00 :37 :01 And if he doesn't remember me, if he doesn't remember what we are, 00 :37 :06 he's still my Jorge. 00 :37 :08 And I'll remember for us both. 00 :37 :11 Okay, all right. 00 :37 :16 Five, three, one, two. 00 :37 :19 - What the hell are you two doing? - We lost pulse. 00 :37 :21 Let her go. 00 :37 :22 - Where's that epi? - Let her go! 00 :37 :23 She's DNR. Let her go down. 00 :37 :25 ...Four, five. One, two... 00 :37 :28 - Do not resuscitate. - All right. 00 :37 :30 - It is on her chart. - All right! 00 :37 :31 Let her go down. 00 :37 :33 Let her go down. 00 :37 :53 Where are they? 00 :37 :54 He's resecting the prostate, coming up on the distal nerve. 00 :38 :00 You said... 00 :38 :02 "I am not your sister." 00 :38 :05 Do you feel like I was emasculating you? 00 :38 :07 No. No. 00 :38 :09 I'm too masculine to be emasculated. 00 :38 :18 I'm sorry. 00 :38 :21 Guess you put Dr. Model to rest. 00 :38 :24 I guess I did. 00 :38 :27 Dr. Victor, I'm sorry. But these are viable nerves. We should save them. 00 :38 :31 It'll take at least an hour longer, 00 :38 :33 and we might not get it all. 00 :38 :36 You know, they call him Limp Harry. 00 :38 :41 But his prognosis with chemo is nearly as good. 00 :38 :44 And, frankly, if you're worried about missing your tea time, I'd be more than happy to finish. 00 :38 :48 Dr. Stevens. 00 :38 :50 Can we help you? 00 :38 :51 I'm sorry, Dr. Bailey. 00 :38 :52 Dr. Victor, I agree with her. 00 :38 :54 You just can't -- 00 :38 :57 You have to save the nerves. 00 :38 :59 - What? - The nerves -- you have to save them. 00 :39 :01 Dr. Stevens, I can handle this. 00 :39 :02 No, you told me the most important thing is giving the patient what they want. 00 :39 :04 What Humphrey wants is his erection. 00 :39 :07 She's yours. 00 :39 :08 You get her out. 00 :39 :09 Can't do that, sir. 00 :39 :11 You know how these young puppies are. 00 :39 :14 I'm going to tell Richard about both of you. 00 :39 :17 You do that. In the meantime, let's pretend it's you on this table and give this a try. 00 :39 :57 You ever called one? 00 :40 :03 No. 00 :40 :07 Call it, doctor. 00 :40 :11 Time of death, 11:43. 00 :40 :24 I wish there were a rule book for intimacy. 00 :40 :31 Some kind of a guide that could tell you when you've crossed the line. 00 :40 :43 You can't lose it like that. 00 :40 :45 It would be nice if you could see it coming. 00 :40 :48 I'll get her. 00 :40 :51 Let her go. 00 :40 :53 And I don't know how you fit it on a map. 00 :40 :55 We have to let her go. 00 :41 :08 Of course, now you know every time he gets a rise, he'll be thinking of you. 00 :41 :14 You take it where you can get it... 00 :41 :19 and keep it as long as you can. 00 :41 :34 And as for rules... 00 :41 :38 Better not be using my toothbrush. 00 :41 :40 I'm not. 00 :41 :42 Maybe there are none. 00 :41 :52 Maybe the rules of intimacy are something you have to define for yourself. 00 :42 :10 Transcript: RaceMan - Synchro: Amariss - www.forom.com - ÿ